I’m so sorry you’re going through this :( I hope you understand why I took a little bit to respond to this because I wanted to research a bit and actually give you some information. First things first, is there any way for you to get insurance so you can see a doctor? I know that getting on the right medication helps me tremendously. Maybe try finding a job that you enjoy or that eliminates some of your stress? If you like animals maybe at a pet rescue or vet clinic. I’m not really sure about websites that help provide jobs but maybe ask someone in a forum or chat? I hope things come together for you soon.
If anyone else knows anything else, please let me know :)
Ronnie Radke will be releasing a rap mixtape called Watch Me in early-2014. You can check out the artwork above and tracklisting below.